Miracle

those days when who would sleep on which side who would watch the tv first which channel  only mattered laughter that filled the room smile when you came back home anticipation of the daily chocolates or foods those small gestures were enough to make me happy and content i needed nothing more nothing more than your company because all that mattered to me was you neither had you known nor me that the time would come when no words would be exchanged no gestures would be shared the time when the room will be filled with silence, words that never escaped the mouth days turned into months and months turned into years many words that were left unspoken neither one of us know what the other feels and wants and each passing day i wonder if what i felt was true that the way you were wasn't something i imagined that we were so close  once upon a time everyday i desperately seek for that one chance to ask you if...

i couldn't watch her, into her eyes tears were falling like rain making atmosphere even more tense i could tell she was heartbroken who wouldn't be seeing their child in such a pain having to see their child go through such a pain even i was scared i, however, did not cry at least not in front of the mass i had to stay strong for her, for everyone but most importantly, for myself but when i was left alone i cried, i blamed myself i was scared i didn't know what to do it was very terrifying but i overcame because she was there she became my support to walk she fed me, she was there besides me she was always there and she will always be like i will always be for her